Sometimes I wonder what it is to be a woman, what does it say to a healthy and straight man that you are a woman and you care about him. How to leave the friends zone. How to insinuate yourself without thinning the relationship, without looking like a joke.Not long ago, specifically when my best friend for long time “official girlfriend” three years ago, I realized that I was in love with him. Topical, a cruel joke of fate. I always believed that what I felt for him was more like what he feels for a brother or the very best of the world’s best friends; But now I am sure it is not so.And now that we are “older” and everyone goes on their own, I’m sorry. I miss. Before we spent the evenings at my house or in his house playing video games, watching series or going to the movies. He got girlfriend and nothing. He introduced it to me once and I thought he was too defensive … or maybe not. Perhaps he noticed that for me he was not just a friend.Now every day I think that from one moment to another I will receive a call from him telling me that he is going to get married, that he is his best man. Please no!




