well I’m me what can I say.I’m sweet till you peeve me off but I think that’s everyone…I’m not skinny but I’m not fat so I’m just me lol.I have the following animalsa cat named Lillywe have 7 roosters and 15 hens that are for food 2 turkeys that are pretty much pets lol but they will be ate eventually too.I do have a boyfriend and I’m not going to replace him anytime soon ive been with him for 11 yrs but hes not the only guy ive been with. I decided to become a cam girl to help my self esteem after he cheated on me multiple times with multiple girls… and yes I did do it back but it didn’t solve anything and honestly made me feel worse about it all.we resently have fallen on hard times due to a renter not paying for months and I didn’t see another way to help out ive tried for jobs but nobody is hiring and well I know how to make men happy and I enjoy it…. so I figures I might as well give it a shot I’m the type of girl who will make others happy before herself and still be upset when I have to say no. I’m submissive by nature but I’m not a pushover I love to talk to my clients and favorites I try to be fair with my time but as a housewife I do have to cook n clean and do laundry and take care of my many animals. my bf is unaware of me doing this and ill eventually tell him when I have enough money saved up. when I get money saved up I plan on putting in new drywall and carpet and improving my wardrobe because I don’t have much and well over the years of never having much ive just been using hand me downs. and well sometimes my fasion sense isn’t there I just grab n put on and walk out the door. id be the less extreme lady gaga if I ever got famous lol but I’m not in this for fame just to make people happy and make a few cents doing it ive been told I should be rich on here but that’s not the case but if you tip and private me it all helps dollar by dollar and I appreciate everything.I’m far from rich and if you ask me ill tell u what my check is cuz its not much. I pride myself on being honest.I’m far from the girly girl type I don’t need every shade of this n that or 6 types of hair spray but my wishlist will end up being long to give you guys a choice and what you guys desire most.ill listen to anyone’s issues and try to help them even if all I can do is say I’m sorry ive been to hell and back and I know everyone needs someone to vent to….. most people see me and think I have such a perfect life cuz I’m pretty n smart but life isn’t perfect and I know I’m not the prettiest girl or the skinniest but I am me. people look at me and think that I don’t know anything about being sad or alone cuz I can get anyone I want but what nobody realizes is I’m a survivor of both domestic abuse sexual abuse and ive had the things I love most ripped out from under me and left there to pick up the pieces by myself. I’m a survivor because in the past Ive made some wrong choices and I live with the pain daily from that choice I have 2 rods in my back and 4 plates in my ankle but I don’t let it effect me I got to where I am because I did all the physical therapy myself no help. I even was the only patient drs seen that tried to get up and walk right after surgery when most say no and wont try. I always at least try cuz if I didn’t I wouldn’t be here and I’m glad I am during good days and bad I always try. I don’t go with mass trends and post it online for everyone to see how dumb I am no thanks ill just be me.yes I love sex and I have plenty of stories. and if I am on cam 9/10 times I’m horny too. I hope to see you guys soon and remember tip well and private often and ill love you more
